Cloud.

8th February 2016

Sometimes I feel as if I’m the person who will do anything for anyone yet I just get forgotten left in a room.
Then I think maybe I’m the one that pushes everyone away.
But then they text me when it’s good for them and when they need me.
I do try I at least think I do.
I sometimes look at people with a million friends who will always be with them, but are horrible people and can do nasty things.
Then I look at me with maybe 2 people who I think I can rely on but are still unsure but I would never do the things other people do.
I always think maybe it’s worth being hated by people yet they’ll still be your friends and will always talk to you.
Than being a nice person who will sometimes sit in her room and look at her phone wondering and thinking who to text to talk to….

Why am I so difficult to be with?